I have thought about Jazz every single day since she’s been gone… it’s been over seven months and not a single day has gone by that I don’t think about her still.
Pia ready for lots of rain coming our way, ask me how happy I am that I can throw a blanket on my horse during a storm and not get lectured by a barn owner about it …. lol
After many attempts and adding and subtracting things in Pia’s diet all winter and having her not like anything for more than a week, I finally tweaked it to something she is gobbling up and I’m so happy
The way I gaslit myself for months thinking I’m just lazy and depressed and it turns out I’m severely iron deficient anemic and not only do I need an iron infusion but I also need blood because my hemoglobin is so low …. Ha .. love that for me. But also validating.
@IWOMissive So weird I randomly started crying over Jazz today my whole drive home from the barn, haven’t cried over her in months, just hits you out of nowhere and for no reason sometimes
@HorsesRme29 Get in for a transfusion in the next couple days here … just trying to decide if it’s worth it to sit in emerg for hours to do it … maybe I will though since I feel pretty awful
Anyone have experience with getting iron transfusions done for iron deficiency anemia… how soon did they make you feel like you weren’t a slowly dying sloth anymore lol …
@HorsesRme29 Omg I didn’t know the insane thirst was part of it! I’ve been wondering why I’m downing drinks like I’ve been walking through a desert… so many symptoms I’ve had for so long and ignored … yes I’m going to pickup vit C and iron pills too but my doctor suggested I also try to c)