Keya

• 🏥 CNA• 💍 @theTTFTW 11.19.16 • 👧🏽7.12.17 • 👶🏽 10.30.18 •

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

That constant sinking feeling you get in your heart as you watch your only child grow up so quickly, knowing you’ll never get to do it over again. 💔

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

Sitting in my bathtub with a bath bomb in, candles going, and a beer. #RelaxingFridayNight 😌😌

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

Nothing makes my heart more happy than seeing the absolute pure love between Brett & Sydney. 😍😭

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

What am I going to do when I go back to work & can no longer nap twice a day? 😂 So thankful Sydney is still napping twice a day, & I still have four weeks off. 😪😴

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

It’s been two weeks today, since brett and I had to say goodbye to our son. Some days are harder than others, and today is definitely one of those days. 😭

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

I can tell you this about losing your child. You will never be the same person you were before. #Heartbroken

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

I wish my grandparents were still alive. They always knew what to say when life got hard... 😭😭

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

Brett has to work today, so I’ll be at home with Sydney, and even though I’ll be hurting later, I am loving every second of being home with her. Kids are only little for so long, and you have to cherish every minute. #MommyDaughterTime 😍💗

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

I am so emotional after all that’s happened this past week, but I am seriously so in love with my little family. They are truly the best. 😭😭💗💗

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

The one thing I forgot about is milk. I had to go home from the hospital without a baby, but my body doesn’t know that, and now I’m leaking milk. 😭😭💔💔 #Heartbroken

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

My whole entire body hurts 😭

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

All I wanted to do was take Sydney trick or treating tonight, but instead I’m stuck in a hospital bed. 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

In the past 24 hours my world has been turned upside down, and I literally almost died yesterday. #SoIncrediblyThankfulToBeAlive

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

It’s never too early for Christmas music right? ❄️ 🎄 ☃️ 🎶

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

I’m forever thankful that my dad is always there to remind me that I’m a good mother, and the hard days will pass. #ParentingIsNotForTheWeak 😪

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

If Sydney could just get one tooth at a time instead of 2-4 that’d be great. 😭#TeethingIsNeverEnding 😩

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

Best time of year.
#GoHawks 🖤💛🏈

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

I miss my grandparents so much, and it breaks my heart to think of all the things they’ve missed. Every single day I wish they were here to see Sydney. 😔

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

Not much else beats kisses from your child 😍💓

[Keya @KeyaThomsen]

It’s sad that people don’t take marriage seriously.