That constant sinking feeling you get in your heart as you watch your only child grow up so quickly, knowing youβll never get to do it over again. π
What am I going to do when I go back to work & can no longer nap twice a day? π So thankful Sydney is still napping twice a day, & I still have four weeks off. πͺπ΄
Itβs been two weeks today, since brett and I had to say goodbye to our son. Some days are harder than others, and today is definitely one of those days. π
Brett has to work today, so Iβll be at home with Sydney, and even though Iβll be hurting later, I am loving every second of being home with her. Kids are only little for so long, and you have to cherish every minute. #MommyDaughterTime ππ
I am so emotional after all thatβs happened this past week, but I am seriously so in love with my little family. They are truly the best. ππππ
The one thing I forgot about is milk. I had to go home from the hospital without a baby, but my body doesnβt know that, and now Iβm leaking milk. ππππ #Heartbroken
I miss my grandparents so much, and it breaks my heart to think of all the things theyβve missed. Every single day I wish they were here to see Sydney. π