I do ritual and tablets triple in price.
I do breach and tablets triple in price.
I swap to temple since those tablets can't increase in price and they nerf it in the same day (30th best strat according to Mark at GGG).
I just want to play the game.
I've cried after sex twice in my life
both times it was because i realized something about league
first time i was 16.
lying there.
staring at the ceiling.
completely empty
not sad. not happy. just nothing
and i thought
"this is exactly how i feel after a 50 minute loss"
you give everything.
every ounce of energy.
every bit of focus.
and sometimes you still lose
that's when i understood
the outcome doesn't always match the effort
you can play perfect and still lose.
you can give everything and still feel empty
second time was different
i was 18. things were good. really good
lying there. her head on my chest. completely at peace
and i thought "this is what winning feels like"
not the lp. not the rank. just the feeling of everything clicking
total control. total presence. nothing else exists
i cried because i realized i'd been playing league wrong
i was grinding to escape. not to win. not to improve
using the game to fill a void instead of mastering it
that's why i was hardstuck. i wasn't playing to get better.
i was playing to not think
the second i fixed my life the game got easier
i stopped playing for distraction. started playing for dominance
less games. more intention. every game meant something
your rank is a reflection of your mental state
if you're hardstuck the answer isn't more games
it's fixing whatever you're running from
i fixed it. hit my peak 3 months later
took crying after sex twice to figure that out
Study the Saskio way
many of you have seen my tweets about duoing with my ex.
the amount of people in my DMs asking for updates is insane.
so here's the update.
we talked. not in game. actually talked.
3 hours on the phone.
the kind of conversation where you forget what time it is and suddenly it's 4am.
she saw everything. the tweets. the clip.
the one about her hands on the keyboard.
"i didn't know you still thought about me like that" she said.
honestly? i didn't either. not until i wrote it down.
something about putting it into words made it real.
we talked about why it fell apart the first time.
i always thought i had to choose. her or the grind.
like loving something meant abandoning everything else.
she told me she never asked me to quit.
just wanted to feel like we were on the same team.
i didn't get it back then.
thought she was asking me to choose.
she wasn't.
we both fucked up the first time.
i made her feel like she came second.
she made me feel like i had to choose.
neither of us said what we actually needed.
turns out we were both bad at saying what we actually meant.
too young to know that loving someone and chasing something don't have to compete.
so yeah. we're trying again.
not just duo. the whole thing.
i'm still me. the coaching isn't stopping.
the content isn't slowing down. the grind continues.
she's back in the lobby.
no promises. no pressure.
just seeing what happens when two people stop running from what worked.
we're older now. less ego. less need to be right.
just two people who finally grew up enough to try again.
study the Saskio & Rins way
every beta introduces his girlfriend to league the same way
"play yuumi babe! you can just attach to me!"
"try lulu! super easy!"
"soraka is perfect for beginners!"
you're not teaching her league
you're creating another EGIRL
meanwhile when i introduce any girl to this game:
first thing shes doing? locking in leona
"you're going in. flash Q their adc level 2. i don't care if you die. you're learning VIOLENCE"
next game? nautilus
"miss your hook? walk up and auto them anyway. establish DOMINANCE. make them FEAR your presence"
she says she doesn't want to support?
perfect. rek'sai jungle it is
"you're a fucking shark. DIVE in there full speed. delete them from the game before they even see what hit them."
here's what you don't understand:
making her play enchanter supports GUARANTEES she stays hardstuck silver forever
she never learns:
aggression
engage timing
wave management
jungle tracking
mechanical execution
but that's what you WANT isn't it?
keep her weak so you feel strong
keep her dependent so she needs you
my last girl? Russian 10/10 baddie mained Reksai and Hecarim. DESTROYED EVERYTHING in her path. didn't matter if she was tilted, bleeding, or half asleep
now she's diamond engaging on their mental before anyone can rotate
she doesn't duo with me anymore
she doesn't need me
that's the fucking point
your girlfriend plays enchanter supports because you're scared she'll get better than you
i make them play engage because i'm not threatened by competence
you want a pocket support
i create KILLERS
last I heard she's working for the KGB as an assassin
study the saskio way
🚨A LOT OF PEOPLE MISSED THIS IN THE VCT AMERICAS ASCENSION LOWER FINAL🚨
When TSM were crawling A they created a formation resembling y=-√x
Was this intentional? 🤔💭🧐