Do not let all the doom posting get the best of you right now
Go to bed, wake up tomorrow, reach out to friends, fully immerse yourself in comforting things
Don't give them your despair, it's what they want
You have to keep going
...fuck. Why did I do that... I-I'm a horrible parent! Why did I sleep with him, why did I fuck it all up! WHY!? I-I have Mona Jr. back, but I'm gonna lose him again... what's the point...