My girlfriend has specifically said that she thinks a relapse would be really bad for our relationship and she's not wrong but j can't help it guys I miss it
Also my girlfriend is skinny and don't get me wrong she's incredible I love her to bits but sometimes when we have sex I'm so envious of her body and I feel so horrible about it
Ok guys I need help, I recovered a few years ago hence why I've been inactive but honestly I miss my ed so much and I've put on weight this past month but I actually cant stick to a deficit for the life of me and I'm a little freaked out like is it gone? Am I just not disordered?
I miss how dedicated I was how structured I was how passionate i was. Losing the amount of weight I did is my biggest accomplishment to date and I can feel myself gaining it back and I'm freaking out a bit
I know a relapse is a terrible decision. I've got so many beautiful things in my life like I've got a job lined up and a wonderful relationship and I'm moving in with my bsf. A relapse would suck and it might mean losing all of these things. But I cant help i miss it so much