I’m so envious of the people that still get experience her energy, she her smile , engage with her , it hurts so much but only if I learnt earlier . I miss her soo soo much but on the bright side it’s not hurting as intense.
It’s either I’m healing or I’m becoming numb win still
I miss my baby so much , I wish I was the man I am today when I first met her , I wish that I didn’t let lust take control and fxked up a real genuine connection. I know yall don’t give a fuck but I’m gonna be venting here til I heal