I got friends making $25 an hr. I got friends that can show you $25,000 any day of the week. I got friends that might need to borrow $25 until payday.. The respect is the same with all of em. It’s deeper than who’s up and who’s in need of help.
Nothing wrong with taking an alternate route to get to your dreams/goals as long as you stay consistent to make it happen. Swallow that pride & listen to God. If you really want it it’ll happen.