Kinthulhu ☯ in USA

Enneagram Type 5 earning a discerning learning ⇆ Focus: nutrition, genes, ME/CFS. Neurodivergent; demisexual; cassgender; AFAB

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

Existence isn't the same for everyone.

It just doesn't go the same or feel the same to every human being.

That disparity never translates. People are tunnel vision, blissfully unaware, egoic. They don't know what it feels like to be anyone else, live any differently.

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

Me making plans to drive out of here: Yes, I'm doing it, this is a plan, I did all the reading-

Life: Your car cabin smells of ammonia because coolant is slowly leaking into the heat exchanger, a known issue with this car

[Hotel California by The Eagles plays in the background]

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

[Flushing out my sinuses with neti pot saline, changing my N95 mask for a new one, steeping 2 mugs of hot tea because] this had better only be a sinus infection -- NOT SomethingElse™ 🤧

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

I spent the night of Mother's Day cleaning mold off multiple pieces of the washing machine's detergent tray. J&J baby shampoo to break apart the biofilm, scrubbed with Q-tips repeatedly, rinsed in cold water, wiped dry, wiped with vinegar...

I'm so @#$&ing tired of this place.

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

It really is that simple.

And. Pulling drowning people out of the river stops when you instead walk up river to stop them from falling in. You can't change someone's past, but it can change you. And for someone else, you can cultivate a better present. Offer a healthier future.

[Steph @ship_gq]

Ending on Ali’s relapse instead of a clean catharsis is the bravest thing the finale does. No redemption bow, just the disease continuing #euphoria

[𐌁𐌉Ᏽ 𐌕𐌉𐌌𐌉 @OrevaZSN]

The capitalist obsession with rapid growth at all costs is literally the function of cancer cells.

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

@MalenTheodore @Bharat2310 @everyonebpup The scene when Rue says to Laurie's crew that she has lied so much, no one believes her anymore- not even when she is telling the truth... Her friends all thought she was making up a wild story. They didn't believe it. Maddy didn't heed Rue's body language & warning in the diner.

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

@Bharat2310 @everyonebpup By that same logic Lexi got Rue killed by accusing Rue of using again which started an argument, and then Lexi running her mouth on the phone about what Rue had told her. Alamo decided as a kid that he would never again be outsmarted by a b#$&@. Remember? Alamo already knew.

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

@Bharat2310 @everyonebpup No. Alamo already knew. They had her phone. Remember? Rue said that they had taken her phone. In front of the snake enclosure, she is told that they called her mother and spoke with her. Which means they saw she had 2 numbers in contacts listed as "Mom". Alamo's guy called both.

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

@alyssarosaaaa Re-watching this puts into perspective: Jules made a choice that complicated Rue's involvement with a drug dealer. An involvement that later resulted in Rue's demise.

The 1 person who could love Rue as a recovering addict was another recovering addict. Ali. And it wasn't enough.

[Ron Wyden @RonWyden]

Called this in October

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

Now, imagine 1 person from each culture marrying each other, and raising a family together. 🥴 And the resulting descendants made rather neurodivergent, because the genes sure didn't mix well- and the variance in communication style in 4 generations of 1 family makes a mind spin.

[The Dutch For @thedutchfor]

Anglo-Dutch translation guide.. what we say | what we mean | what impression we give the other person #communication #VeryBritishProblems

[Dave Jones @eevblog]

IMPORTANT message for everyone using Gmail.
You have been automatically OPTED IN to allow Gmail to access all your private messages & attachments to train AI models.
You have to manually turn off Smart Features in the Setting menu in TWO locations.

Retweet so every is aware.

[MBwLCME @marinaflares]

Finally, someone did what I said to my sleep specialist 4 years ago, should be done (the one who dismissed me and my data and recommended CBTi).
And, surprise, they find that poor sleep in ME must be due to physiology, not bad "sleep hygiene".

https://t.co/36VseE3utZ

[markmooch @MarkMooch]

Neurologist Dr Bing says:

“people were told that this was stress but now we know that there are measurable biological changes”

“like a phone that says it has 80%, you open an app it drops to 5%, the numbers look fine, but the system is not working properly.”

#MEAwarenessDay

[James Tate @JamesTate121]

That is how.

[David Coleman @davidtech765]

Funny how Jessie Buckley can make you laugh, cry, and question your life choices all in one movie. It’s like riding a roller coaster through a complicated emotional funhouse. Honestly, sign me up for the next ride—I need more of that chaotic brilliance in my life!

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

@knightlycozcu4 Wild Rose was surprisingly fun for a drama. Humanly flawed, humanly continuing to try. Really felt for the whole family in the film.

Left me still shuddering at the memory of the nurse she portrayed in Fargo. So unnerving.

And the mind-@#$& of I'm Thinking Of Ending Things.

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

Do not go gently into that good night-

RAGE! Rage against the dying of the light!

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

The "what can you do but just accept that some stuff is terminal" attitude is bad coping. Be angry. WANT TO approach issues with curiosity, admit your error & lack of understanding. Trial solutions you had never fully considered before.

Death isn't resignation, it's provocation.

[martin short 4ever @martinhayter_]

martin short talks poignantly about losing his daughter katherine 🤍

[Kinthulhu ☯ in USA @KinSpin]

It's such a beautiful film, not just because of the cinematography. This version of A Little Princess shows that Sarah not only resists but vitally understands the head mistress without being broken by her cruelty.

And it gives us a plot twist in a happier ending than the novel.

[cinesthetic. @TheCinesthetic]

A LITTLE PRINCESS was released 31 years ago today.

Though not a major box office success, the film later gained a strong reputation for its storytelling & visual beauty, with many considering it one of the most overlooked family films of the 90s.

[𝓓𝓸𝓬_𝔃𝓮𝓮 ✧ @doc_zee7]

When someone is clearly wrong, but you know the knowledge gap and fixing it would take more than a 2 minute conversation.

[Pooja | she/her @pooja_blabbers]

ethan hawke said something i haven’t stopped thinking about — we usually move past art like we have no need for it, until loss enters our life and suddenly nothing ordinary can hold what we’re feeling

[Miku @Ani_mangavibes]

Why am I tearing up this is so cute 😭