I've been extremely paranoid for my life tonight again. I ended up locking my entire house and this feeling like something bad is going to happen is bothering me badly
@drownedinstatic Ive been debating on posting art since I hadn't posted since last year (on a separate account.) I worry I'm going to get flamed because I used to be frequent in sh spaces, but I never encouraged anyone or anything idk, I'm probably overthinking it π
Growing up ostracized by other kids and feeling like it's the way that I looked has affected me badly. I can't take pictures without staring at every little detail still and always ending up deleting it
Being addicted to sh for years made me blind to the damage I was doing. Now I feel like I ruined my body and there's no point trying to quit since my body is fucked anyway. At the same time I feel like I don't look sick enough
Idk
@ekins444 I have been putting cream as soon as I saw it, but more just keep popping up. I'm also washing my bedding and clothes everyday so idek. If it doesn't get better I'll just go to the doctor
I believe we should encourage help to the non offending individuals that struggle with paraphilic disorders. Shunning them has only ever made things worse. Early intervention could help those people manage risky thoughts or urges before anyone is harmed
"ignore em, they're just attention seeking.." now why would any sane individual go to such an extreme to just get seen. Attention seeking is a symptom of mental illness and we should help them. Why is wanting attention so demonized anyways, everyone needs it. It's only human