Got to share with Yeji my achievement of grad school in KR 🖤 Sorry if my sign was long, leader-nim, but thank you for really taking the time to read it 🥹
Thank you for the air hug, yeddeong!!
according to OP the fan line arrangement wasn’t planned by Roger Vivier but Yeji specifically asked for it, and then she personally went along the entire line rather than simply leaving the fans there and signed and greeted each one of them all the way to exist 🥹
For the first time in a long time, it does not make sense to me anymore lately to keep trying hard if opportunities keep getting taken away from me for reasons beyond my control.
I’m tired ☹️
Saw a video of Yeji smiling widely during the Paris SC 🥺 I hope you’ve gotten to rest a bit and do what you need to process your feelings, leader-nim.
고생했어 검하단 대장! 🫂🖤
Yeji send a bbl message shared that her grandmother was like a parent to her ㅠ making the sudden loss more painful. and thankfully they had a long call before the Europe tour where Yeji told her she loved her and her grandmother replied with me too 🥺
yeji you are so strong and may the rest of the year be more kind to you ❤️🩹
🐈⬛ MIDZY! You must have been really worried after seeing the notice. Thank you for worrying about me.. As MIDZY already know, my grandmother was like a parent to me, so suddenly having to say goodbye to her has been incredibly painful. I think yesterday felt even harder because I kept thinking that there was nothing I could do from where I am.
Thankfully, though, before leaving for the European tour, I had a long phone call with my grandmother. We talked for a long time about old memories, and when I told her I was going on a European tour, she was so proud of me. She told me to take good care of myself and that we would see each other when I came back.
For some reason that day, before hanging up, I really wanted to make sure I told my grandmother that I loved her, and I wanted to hear her response too, so I waited for her to answer. And she said, “Me too!”
I had no idea that would be our last conversation, but I feel like I was able to properly convey my feelings to her then. Having that memory makes me feel like I’m left with a little less regret.
And because MIDZY have understood what I’m going through, grieved with me, and wished for my grandmother to rest in peace, I’m also slowly trying to steady myself and collect my emotions. I intend to work hard and do my very best for the rest of the European tour. It weighed heavily on my heart that I wouldn’t be able to see my grandmother one last time, but I just felt that if it were up to my grandmother, she would absolutely tell me to stay here.
My family also knows how precious this opportunity to perform is, so as soon as they told me the news, all they said was for me to do my best at the concerts and come back safely. Thanks to my family, I think I’ll be able to finish the tour all the way through and then go see my grandmother.
To our MIDZY, who have allowed me to become a granddaughter that my grandmother who was so proud of what I do could be proud of, and to the Amsterdam MIDZY who understood me yesterday and enjoyed the concert together with me, allowing me to put my sadness aside even just for a little while, I sincerely want to say thank you
It takes so much courage to stand in front of thousands while your heart is grieving.
Seeing Yeji carry that pain on stage honestly breaks my heart. Her pain is the group’s pain, and their pain is ours too. ☹️
Whenever I feel tired or sad, I always come back to this video. Yeji has always been our comfort and this time, I just wish I could send her the biggest air hug ☹️🫂 I hope she knows she can find comfort in us too. We’ll always be here for you, Yeji. 🤍
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You are so loved and supported, our leader-nim 🫂
Thank you for finding the courage to honor your grandmother by performing. We hope you can peacefully process the grief too post-con in any way you feel will help 🖤
Yeji ment about her grandmother 💔
she shared during tonight’s concert that her grandmother passed away and she admitted there was a moment when she didn’t feel she had the courage to stand on stage, but seeing midzy gave her strength to finish the show with a smile And she believes her grandmother would support her decision and hopes she can continue being a granddaughter she’d be proud of 🥺🫂
🐈⬛ actually I didn’t want to make everyone worry and I tried my best not to show that I was feeling unsettled my grandmother passed away this morning. To be honest, there was a moment today when I felt like I didn’t have the courage to stand on this stage
But when I saw all of your faces I thought to myself that all the worrying I’d done beforehand had been unnecessary although I can’t immediately go and be by my grandmother’s side right now, being able to be here together with all of you I’m truly so grateful to everyone
🐈⬛ even though I can’t be beside my grandmother right now, I believe that she would support and respect the choice I made. and I feel that it was because of my grandmother that we were able to create such a beautiful stage and such a beautiful moment today. Thank you so much for being here with me at a time like this
🐈⬛thanks to all of you, I’m able to be a granddaughter my grandmother can be proud of. I really want to express my deepest gratitude to everyone
🐈⬛ Thanks to the members, and thanks to all of you being here, I was able to finish today’s performance with a smile. Thank you