KkrishanuNS

I'll excel in everything I do.

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

@LangmanVince this is actually called aging....every living organism suffers from this.
this actually happens through cell division, behaviour of food intake, environmental trauma and many factors.

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

funny people keep deep grudges.
AI emergence is inevitable and emotions are already fading in mankind.
The least we can do is forgive everyone.
In the end, it's ok👁️👄👁️

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

"the crowd will scream my name,
even when the world wants me to fail"
~ Weeknd
crazyyyy

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do people love living or do they just go with the flow through their whole life under fear?
answer what's freedom?
is death the real happiness?

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

"only the edge is what I dream of every single day
drooping eyes with mirror finished glaze,
I succumb to my own wounds
waiting for my time to drift and restart all"
~ Kkrishanu

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

I've tried so many things in my life yet i failed to find myself. From taekwondo, art, singing, keyboard, music production, recorder, chess, badminton, always in search of new things and I feel like stopping to a halt but I fear the black hooded man with an axe.
what do I want?

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

give me a gun, and I will calculate the velocity of the bullet right through the brain of mine.

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

i don't want to end the suffering of a man from my hands because my father is a great man.
it feels good to be their ideal human being
surrounded with empathy, hollowed by a bunch of organs.
their time is limited, so does mine.

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

2yrs ago!
yet same

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

but i am a mixture of two🗿(no i don't smoke)

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

when I grow up, I just want to be the exact copy of my dad.

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

"unfound myself in an endless puzzle,
made home in a dilapidated puddle

I was unaliving myself in the cycle of despair,
But they dragged me into another layer.
Stargazing mars, jupiter and unknown stars together,
I pondered if one of them were to be us forever"
~kkrishanu

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

We are here only for a limited time compared to the cosmos, we are cells given consciousness.
Watch the time pass 5mins, those 5mins will pass daily, tomorrow's 5mins will also pass, seeing this repeatedly, whole life will go and one day you will realise you are dying.

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

As soon as I die, peace will prevail yet no one will know.

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

everyday. no snoozing habit.

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I want to cut my own body apart piece by piece but it's winter and I am too lazy to open my sweater to hold the knife 🗿

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If it's possible for me to get the fuck out of college, I will do it.
It's just an opinion of mine of how bad the system is.

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

I have no interest to work so hard for a degree anymore, i find universities are a waste, at the same time not. I chose my line just to survive if there is another epidemic or end of the world, cause you need to know to heal physically.

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

Don't get me wrong, if not academics, people study to socialize, get relationships and basic things too. But those are temporary too.
Sometimes I feel fuck everything; feels like modern slaves in the name of education.
It's not fun anymore.

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

@_themayorsgirl_ Naaah no reply from them unfortunately and.. listening to your thing is also unfortunate
What is up to Instagram these days honestly...

[KkrishanuNS @KkrishanuS]

Hey @InstagramComms @instagram My account @chilli_blades which I used to showcase my drone flying was suspended without reason and the appeal was also rejected!!
Please it was very important to me.... kindly look into the matter.
I want my account back...