can y’all take a second to read this and if you feel in your heart to help it would be greatly appreciated if not please just pray for my cousin.. she has 3 kids at home and one born at 33 weeks via Emergency c-section. https://t.co/YpjTpyB023
@gunznrosesss Currently doing mine Alone!! It’s fucking hard as shit not going to lie I cry most days lol I also moved off post into a new neighborhood in a new town alone.. I have anxiety so bad every night because I am alone and don’t know the area.. so this has been a shit show🙃
@gunznrosesss I have to say because my heart is so happy for you! We lost beginning of the year and tried for 2 years finally we are expecting and due November but what’s crazy is my brother found he was expecting as well and they are having their first baby a week after me! How crazy !!😭😍
I feel like there is so much going on in this world these past few months/weeks so much damn hate.. if it’s not one thing it’s another. People are so cruel! Y’all need to sit back take a deep breath and really find peace..
I am determined after this baby to get in shape. I let myself go after Abel, developed medical issues along the way.. I am tired of being in pain alllll the time, at 23 I shouldn’t have such severe back pain I can barely walk at the end of the day.
But things just feel different I find myself thinking about Abel’s feelings and emotions so much and scared that he will feel left out or not important when she arrives, which is the last thing I want for him to feel!
I am so excited to have a baby girl, she will complete our family. But I find myself constantly feeling so bad for Abel and almost like I am betraying him, he won’t get all the undivided attention soon and I’m kind of scared to see how things go transitioning from one kid to, 2..
I’m seriously enjoying this pregnancy soooo much and soaking it up, but I feel like I am not as excited as I was with Abel.. everything feels so different..? Is it just me? Or is this common?? Don’t mistake this and think I’m not excited because I am very excited!!
Like how upset is he going to be..? Will he even get upset? I doubt it because he talks about his dani girl allllll the time and is so excited saying she will sleep on his chest and he will feed her! But will I have a deep connection like I do with Abel, with her?