You've never truly recovered from rejection. Blame your immaturity for jeopardising your chances.
Before you deceive gullible people -blinded as they are by your insensitivity, hatred, and deep-seated bitterness -let it be clearly known: that memo was sent to all church members, not just a select few, lest you lie that you have insiders.
What possible weight or credibility do you think calling Him the "maitiest profit" adds to your otherwise worthless posts?
If He had traveled abroad, you would have rushed here to spew your usual nonsense: "Oh, he's fled into exile in Nigeria," or "He's gone to consult a magician in Nigeria," or "He's seeking medical treatment in Nigeria."