Not too long ago I was saying I need to find a way to distance myself from my parents because they’ve been so integral in my life and I rely on them heavily ..understanding that they were getting older and yeah..
Now here we are. And here I am.. with this hole in my heart.
Losing a parent definitely changes you. I still haven’t fully identified how I’ve changed, but I damn sure haven’t felt like myself since 6/3.. and tbh I don’t even have the energy to return to said person.