Blacked out Blonde

Blonde. Drunk. Gay. All-American.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

Funny how much I've changed since last year.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

I have a tendency of letting people play me.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

I know people are going to leave but the thought of losing my parents kills me.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

I have this problem where I don't let good people in and they move on and I'm left alone again.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

The way my family acts is 95% of why I am the way I am.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

Soooo I still miss you.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

Even if I try I can't get you off my mind.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

Went from having a breakdown yesterday to not having any feelings today.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

Why couldn't I take him home?

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

Those traps tho.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

Can I go back to this? K thanks.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

I hate what I've become.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

You know what's weird? Looking into the mirror and not knowing who is staring back at you.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

Thank you for not believing in me. Thank you for making me work 100x harder. Thank you for showing me I'm worth more than you.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

You're gone. I wish you would have stayed.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

Goodbye. Forever.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

I don't trust my friends with anything cause people fucking suck

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

We're fucked.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

You're sexually attracted to me.

[Blacked out Blonde @KOblonde]

I'm emotionally attached to you.