Today my heart feels so heavy. I was completely okay in the morning, and then suddenly my mood changed. It feels like something is continuously falling in my stomach, and i can't stop feeling sad. I want to cry, but i really don't want to cry.
I just wish i had someone to talk to because i feel like if i could express everything,i'd understand my own feelings better and maybe accept them more completely. But i have no one to listen or respond.I even tried talking to myself,but the silence only made me more frustrated.
After watching so many dramas, i've realized i absolutely shouldn't watch those lovey-dovey, light romance dramas anymore. I need fucking bloodshed, tears, and deaths to satisfy my soul.