kim seungminโฆ.๐ this is his honest feelingใ ใ
๐ถ Anyway the 2-week promotion period has already come to an end.
Honestly, ever since the concert, I had this vague feeling likeโฆ โCan I really do this?โ I kept thinking about whether I could stay right next to the members, without missing a single beat and manage to do all of this.
It was a very vague, uncertain feeling.
But at the same time, this is obviously something I have to do. Iโm a member of the group, itโs my job and there are so many STAYs who are watching and supporting us so there are things that I naturally have to do. And because of that, I also wondered if I should even feel proud of myself for having gotten through this somehow differently from usual. Like, โIs it okay for me to feel proud of myself for this?โ
Anyway, I still havenโt really been able to let this promotion go yet, thatโs because, with these music show promotions, I was the one who said that I would somehow join in. I felt like if I was going to be separated from the members even on stage ans if I just stayed by myself doing rehab and resting aloneโฆ Of course, I know that I was supposed to rest, but if I did, somehow, both emotionally and mentally, I just couldnโt accept it for myself.
Everyone carries some degree of pain with them and still works and goes on living their lives. Thatโs just how you learn to live, I think. So even in those moments, I really hated showing it or letting it show that I was in pain. But at the same time, I couldnโt cause any problems for the others either, because you never know what might happen. What if I was performing on stage and a situation came up where I genuinely couldnโt keep going? Then, if I had to leave the stage in the middle of a performance again, someone would have to fill in for my position in the choreography. Itโs easy to say but when one person is missing, someone else inevitably has to fill that space and thereโs still going to be an empty spot somewhere. So, for the formations this time, since I wasnโt able to participate in the group choreography during the MV, I thought, โLetโs just focus on the meaning of me being able to stand on stage together with them while keeping the membersโ original formations.โThatโs what I told the company and the choreographers as well. Because you never know, I could have ended up having to leave again in the middle of a performance. So even if I was mostly hidden a little, I thought Iโd just put meaning into being there together with them in the back and then come forward during my parts and do my best to make sure my face was seen.
That was how I tried my best, in my own way, to get through it.
Those were honestly my feelings about it. This is all really true.
So I guess I feel a little bittersweet about it.
In my own position, Iโm genuinely doing my best. I truly mean that.
โBueno, a todo no pero...
Se mordiรณ el labio inferior apartando brevemente la mirada para no sonar como un psicรณpata. Acto seguido se aclarรณ la garganta para desviar el tema.
โยฟPuedo preguntar sobre quรฉ ha ocurrido? Sรฉ que hace mucho tiempo que no me paso por estos lares...
The way everyone was so quiet until Seungmin appeared!! The flash lights and the screams!!! There were so many stays to support him!!! I'm really so happy about this!!! Our Seungmin, we're sooo proud of you!!!๐ญ๐ค
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