The Dreamer

"Me quisiera borrar de este mundo."

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

so we travelled from st. mary to st. catherine early yesterday morning... then back to st. mary... then back to st. catherine again...

now who do i tell all the crazy shit tht happened inbetween all that travelling since i blocked odee and she's the one that knows the backstory?

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

welp. see you in 24hrs... hopefully.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

this week i saw 2 of the most attractive women i've ever seen in my life.
i swear it's like women are evolving. beautiful women... everywhere!

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

i jus... i jus wanted to see her wearin' it first. not her sister. 😔

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

if you buy a girl (who you really like) a birthday gift... and she shares it with her sister... that doesn't mean anything, right?
like... it's not a baaadd thing...
it's not big deal.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

if you buy a girl (who you really like) a birthday gift... and she shares it with her sister... that doesn't mean anything, right?
like... it's not a baaadd thing...
it's not big deal.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

never been to port maria before. wht better time for my first visit than at 10:30pm on a saturday night all by myself... 🙃

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

i made it. 😁

but the movie was kinda meh. 🤷🏾‍♂️

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

question now is... can i reach up yhere in time to catch the Supergirl showing.

... are tickets even still avail? 😐

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

question now is... can i reach up yhere in time to catch the Supergirl showing.

... are tickets even still avail? 😐

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

i haven't even left my house yet n this trip is already a nuisance.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

im living in a world now that... it's almost like 15 year old me had a premonition about. i knew how the world was... and i knew exactly what i wanted from it. just... bad execution. executive dysfunction... autism... whatever other mental shit... that was a hindrance.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

15 year old me had the right idea... but bad execution.

and i'll say it again...

15 year old me had the right idea... but bad execution.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

15 year old me had the right idea... but bad execution.

and i'll say it again...

15 year old me had the right idea... but bad execution.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

had a one-on-one meeting with my boss today n it was one of the most interesting convos i've ever had with anyone.
whole thing felt like a scene from The Wolf of Wall Street.
very intelligent man. not enough to persuade of anything tho. i literally read psychology for fun. lol.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

yesterday mornin'... that girl... stopped the taxi just to give her father... the driver... a hug. most beautiful moment i've ever seen.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

what are you so damn afraid of...

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

i... ummm....

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

i wanna be dragged by my hoodie sleeve while we're in the supermarket/convenience store and asked to buy some silly item she spotted from like 10 feet away.
that is and will always be adorable to me.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

this sleeping n eating thing i do on my 1 day weekend is so necessary.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

i feel i should go to the beach n finish writin' my letter to her there, but... i don't wanna get sand in my laptop. 😩

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

1 week... well, not really but... i wonder what kind of reactions and responses i'll be gettin' from my co-workers a week from now. i think it'll be my most important lesson here.

[The Dreamer @Kush_Daz]

chose to stop eating like a fuckin' bird.