Note to self: Never think less of yourself just because the things you want to happen aren't happening as expected. There's so much in store for you, you just have to keep going and see what is exactly meant for you.
@jefroux I have a friend who is like this. Back when we're still in college, he doesn't come with us just because he thought of us as a cool group and he's just a nobody I told him that we didn't think of him as a nobody. My friends and I always invites him but he kept declining.
I grew up asking people "pwede ba ako sumama?" bc no one would ever invite me. Ngayon, I realized how desperate it was, so I just wait until they invite me, but none ever did. In college, I end up eating alone, isolating myself, sleeping instead of socializing, yes it sucks.