By now you find yourself thinking of all the failed relationships you've been through, and how you're just a walking amalgamation of all the facades that fit different groups of people- and how none of those come close to the real you.
Everyday is just me questioning my life choices, making more bad ones, regretting them later and living with the misery that comes with not being able to talk to anyone that I'm miserable- because we're financially able, healthy and safe-