brittle breaking spirit.

One day I will die.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

It’s unhealthy how much I think about suicide.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

Why am I like this. I hate myself so fucking much. I wish I could just die already. My breakdowns have become so normal that my friends don’t even try anymore. I wish I could just kill my self.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

I know I am over thinking so many thoughts. I just hate myself so much.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

The worst part of BPD is when I isolate myself because I am so afraid of doing something I will regret when I am having a breakdown.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

I just want to cry cause this will always be my life. Always hating myself. Not being good enough.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

I’m just laying in my couch in this state of mind where I can’t move.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

Nights like tonight that I hate myself on such a high level. I think about suicide a lot and just wish I wasn’t such a broken person.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

@ThunderMuffn Oops wrong account 😂

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@ThunderMuffn I love you so much. You will get through this. ❤️

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

My life is honestly falling apart. I am so sorry.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

@JaysonHoward_ Insurance?

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I don’t want to die I just wish I didn’t exist.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

You ever hated living so much that you wish you’d stop existing? Me too.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

I just want to die just so I don’t have to feel this way anymore.

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

I’m afraid to sleep cause when I wake up you will unfriend me.

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@sarahsanders0n Don't they know those are not free anymore?

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When you are going through an old USB drive and find naked pictures of Lady Gaga. You remember your friend @aaronsmith4848 sent them to you.

[Caped @_Caped]

I really miss streaming and talking to you guys like the olden days :/

[brittle breaking spirit. @LadyDemonata]

So depressed.