Make some time for yourself, make yourself happy, if you want it get it ofc in a good way, if you love to do it then do it. And don't let other ppl put you down, you shall not give a damn about them, GURL YOU'RE WORTH IT, YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!
There's always a way for something if you want it, sabi nga diba "Kung ayaw may dahilan, Kung gusto maraming pwedeng paraan" now if you will think of it deeply, you will realize na there's always a way if you really want something, don't depend on what others will say to you.
Hindi porket isa kang ganito, ay hindi mo na magagawa yung mga normal na ginagawa sa lipunan, yes i know maraming judgemetal na tao, and So? Pipiliin mong bang gustuhin ka nila no ofc not, they're not worth of your time na dapat nilalaan mo para sa sarili mo.