@scenekittyz YES! I swear i will tell someone a real truth of what happened to me and they’ll look at me like im stupid and lying to joke around like NO MY PARENTS ACTUALLY TRIED TO KILL AND SACRIFICE ME I AM NOT JOKING!
Sometimes i remember how much lore i got and how unbelievable half of it is🥹 nothing worse then telling a REAL story and no one believing you💔 like no im not lying my parents really did try to kill and sacrifice me
Just the mere thought of adding another permanent line into my skin sinks me deeper and deeper into this pit of
“You’re not sick enough”
I can never find the fine line of what is ‘sick enough’. Will i ever be sick enough to allow myself the help i know i need?
ranking months tbis year
january: i forgot
february: i forgot
march: i forgot
april: i forgot
may: i forgot
june: i forgot
july: i forgot
august: i forgot
september: i forgot
october prediction: im so fuckig scared