Today I feel like my face looks more masculine than usual even if I canโt point out why. Hell yeah my bodyโs picking up the pace and making more testosterone. Or something idk.
The scions are waiting for me and I need to move along so I feel less bad about being level 33 and ready for the last lancer quest but doing lv 19 main story
Reminds me of how learning about testosterone levels during menstruation helped me with my dysphoria when I was younger too. Made me go โdamn Iโm not pregnant AND my t levels are higher, fuck yeah.โ The pain and blood then were just accessories to my cool tough guy ideal
This probably sounds stupid but the thing that mainly gets me is how fluid it all is? In the end its the same stuff, just influenced differently by hormones. Kinda gave me a bit of confidence and clarity against my dysphoria too
Researching genitalia in general is interesting because even if I knew about homologous parts between sexes I never like really understood it? It took me remembering tdicks to realize the clit and penis are growths from the same embryonic structure? Cool stuff that biology stuff
I think this just means to get hornier but be more deliberate about it and pay more attention to the sensuality of anatomy and form, and add random bullshit wherever it fits.