Involuntary fast for the last two days going on day three, plus court for my son tomorrow, still struggling to submit documents. Gotta be God testing the warrior in me, cause this ain’t it for normal living.
Engineering isnt worth it to me any more.
I lapped my hourly rate 5x in one hour just by providing ONE consultation.
Im in the music BUSINESS, not the business of MUSIC.
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Drake bars be way over heads! “Gotta lie to even TIE, so idk if these wins or not (Windsor Knot) based on what’s suitable (like a lawsuit, a dress suit and what’s appropriate”… is that a double-triple entendre? MF’s I don’t think really be listening… 🔥
I asked a woman this verbatim question:
"Do you fear God?"
Her Response: "I don't know. I talk to him, i pray to hear m amd give thanks but thats it."
Yea baby girl, DISQUALIFIED.
I put her and her kids in a:
HOUSE, when she got evicted
CAR, when she blew her engine up
Fed Em
Gave not one but two cellphones for the boy
when it was time to re-invest, there was an issue. She left me in December and was back on dating sites in 2 weeks.
Waste of time.
Julian Lavell,
For the last 6 years, i have absolutely failed you as a parent. I trusted your mother to be cordial for us, and when she wasnt. I trusted your grandmother too for her to snake her OWN SON.
I remember when you were first born. You went home to Grannys first and DAD got us a place a week after you were born. I was so proud to do that for us.
You wouldnt let me put you down when i played 2K. You fell asleep in my lap, and i carefully put you down at halftime. Son, you woke up and looked at me like “WTH”, and i picked you back up and you stayed up, quiet watching dad play the game, then we took a nap together.
I miss changing diapers, figuring out why you’re crying. Letting you crawl on the bed, you falling off and scaring yourself, but dad not reacting so you dont get scared.
Neighborhood bus rides, in the car with me and Pookie, our favorite food places. Theres so much i miss doing with and for you. I didnt know what to do. I let them program you to hate me and i take FULL responsibility for that. Thats why DAD have to go and get WEALTHY son. Everyone has been using their wealth and power against me in my most vulnerable moments and i haven’t been able to defend myself.
When this check comes son, best believe you’re coming home with me, possibly your sister too. Dad loves you.