Been realizing that Iโm still grieving. Taking a moment to be gentle and kind to myself as I do to others and man this is just a lot for me but ik I can do it. ๐
My husband just donโt know I needed to hear those kind words yesterday. He said, โBaby you do a lot already, more than I give you credit for โ it soften me a little. ๐ค
One of the hardest chapters. Iโm so tired of crying and feeling hopeless. Iโve cried to God, prayed, wrote, surrendered. Iโm just ready for the positive turn around. Iโm grieving my old life but ik the new one is going to be so much better
I think imma get cute ๐ฅฐ just because & take some pictures. I havenโt had no girls day out all summer. Iโm in need of a good night out! Everybody just done counted me out on the fun cause I got married, yall suck real bad !