It's crazy how my mental state just keeps getting worse and worse with every passing day. Like half a year ago if I walked past an open window I would just have a passive thought about jumping out of it. But now I have to actively spend willpower stopping myself from jumping
@FrogsGoHop@prenee_colon3 Also no, lol, originally my comment was about how stupid it is to describe this transition timeline as "hopecore" when op could pass pre-hrt with a better haircut which is not the case for 99% of trans women lol
@FrogsGoHop@prenee_colon3 > Yeah some people have it easier, go live Ur life
Some of us actually have dysphoria and can't "go live our lives" because we don't pass
@FrogsGoHop@prenee_colon3 > an obvious attempt at sympathy farming
huh?
> 'othering' certain trans people as the lucky ones, whilst you are forced to suffer in hell for all eternity
How is that wrong though? Pretending that I share the same experiences as trans people who could pass pre-hrt is just stupid
Its kinda funny because ever since I was 11 I instinctevely knew my life would end in suicide but I tried not to think about it. Turns out I was probably right lol
What's the purpose of doing anything if I'll kill myself anyway? I'll still try just to prove anyone who believed in me wrong but it just feels so pointless.