I'm sick and TIRED, fml fml fml I can't feel ANYTHING anymore. Emotion is like like poisen slowly killing me rather than getting punched in the face anymore and I'm gonna KILL MYSELF
My mom denied me to get any help from a psychologist a few weeks ago, I think I'm going to relapse again even though I tried being healthy for so long out of shame and humiliation my parents put my through when I was acting out so I just act disgusted when I do show symptoms