꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆

Ꮚ˘ ꈊ ˘ Ꮚ pronounced 'jahn' ✸ 18 he/him ✸ pastry student ✸ autistic ✸ restrictive occasional binge eater or whatever ✸ esp/eng ✸ pro recov 🐑

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

:· ͜ 𓆝 ⋆｡𖦹
#edtwt intro / moot hunt

﹫ i’m jean ☆̱ 18, he/him,
autistic & disordered ،،

pro recov always & fatphobes dni
rt / like 2 be moots 𖦹 ̼   ᮫

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

im kinda tempted to buy frozen fries (the thinnest ones i can find bc i cant usually stand soft potatoes) to bulk my meals a little but that means opening the entire bag and counting each chip to ensure the portion i'm eating. lol

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

decided to be happy again 🤷🤷 it's stracciatella and hazelnut ice cream!!

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

tue 09/06
1395 cals, 136g protein
15k steps

acting like i can't see it cuz i'm on my period 🤷

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

🌫️ ⠀ .+ june eats / steps

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

"the only thing i could control was my eating" i've never felt more seen. like literally everything else is falling apart but What If i could control what i ate. what if that Fixed Everything

[j ❀ @iamsweetnerr]

I didn’t know he had anorexia omfg kill me

[Kai | Chuuya of 🪒twt @Kaichanmeow]

what i used to eat before knowing what calories are

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

ngl it was a bit mid but it satisfies the sweet tooth. the eurospin one is still #1 but nothing can be worse than that mousse chocolate monstrosity i bought at conad

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

im having this new low cal ice cream i found later im not very convinced.. i tasted what was stuck to the lid and the texture was between ice cream and mousse. waiting for it to be a little colder as when i carried it back home it melted a bit

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

it's 325c 14g protein for the entire pint

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

im having this new low cal ice cream i found later im not very convinced.. i tasted what was stuck to the lid and the texture was between ice cream and mousse. waiting for it to be a little colder as when i carried it back home it melted a bit

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

it was my period

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

this is so gross but my digestion is so fucked these days especially after binging at night for two days straight. and mostly things that i dont usually eat (nuggets/bread with oil) so idk what my stomach is thinking. like its disgusting how much movement im feeling rn

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

@starvingnicole omg what kind of bread is that?

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

this is so gross but my digestion is so fucked these days especially after binging at night for two days straight. and mostly things that i dont usually eat (nuggets/bread with oil) so idk what my stomach is thinking. like its disgusting how much movement im feeling rn

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

idk where the brownie flavor is supposed to be tho 😭😭😭

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

didn't have high expectations for this but it kinda slaps. very chewy :3 184 cals 25g protein

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

this on from eurospin is also cheaper but i don't wanna take off the tomatoes on top or anything it would seem like a waste

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

oooh maybe ill have this on sunday for dinner... (the day where i walk more) fukin love margherita... 546 ish cals and 29g of protein for the whole thing 🤷

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

@puke0al no like srsly i love going to grocery stores and just Looking at things people think im insane but i just love looking at products and checking the labels

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

oooh maybe ill have this on sunday for dinner... (the day where i walk more) fukin love margherita... 546 ish cals and 29g of protein for the whole thing 🤷

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

when my cuts won't stop bleeding and i have to be in a video call with my teacher to talk about my erasmus experience in ten minutes

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

i actually thought this was going to be more expensive but it was like 15€ so yeah. it's not meant to last the entire week though i really should plan my "meals" to avoid more binges

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

too obvious

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

this was my breakfast 207 cals 12g protein

[꩜ jean ⊹ 🍎₊ ⋆ @lcmbcals]

too obvious