Everyday I grow, Learn new things about myself, grow some more. I watch those around me, & as I grow have noticed things so now very careful with who I keep around me. So on that note, Imma be very cautious with who I choose to invest my time into. Done being a convenient outlet.
I'm doing better and will continue to do better. I'm not the same as I was and refuse to let myself be that again. Thank you to those who have stuck with me. I can't stress how much y'all mean to me. I'm going to be player 1 in my life for now on.
Life has been interesting. Took some years of inner reflection and getting back to home base. Took a lot of growing up. Thought I had things figured out when I was younger, only to look back and see the person I was disgusts me. There were a lot of good times and lessons learned
But I wasn't me.. I was always too busy doing what I felt I had to, what I was "supposed"to do. I ended up loosing myself and it almost cost me my life. I'm glad I survived, I can't undo the mistakes I've made, only carry them as I push forward.
I AM ADDICTED TO MAKING MUSIC.
THE MUSIC I MAKE, OUTSIDE OF MY NERDCORE STUFF IS THE SOUNDTRACK OF MY LIFE.
OUT OF 100+ UNRELEASED SONGS MADE SINCE MARCH 2023 - DECEMBER 2024...
I PICKED A LIGHT 26. THE OLD ME NEVER LEFT, HE WAS JUST BIDING HIS TIME. SHINY PACK 4. NEXT FRIDAY.
Your feelings are valid, but don’t let your hatred define who you are.
It’s scientifically proven that holding onto hatred is not healthy for you; on top of affecting your mental health, it also leads to a weakened immune system.
Forgive and forget isn’t for the sake of the ones who hurt you, but for the sake of relieving yourself from a growing burden that can cloud your judgement. Hatred can make you rude and prone to lashing out at others.
It’s not easy to let go, but it can only do you good.
If you struggle with letting go of your hatred for someone, perhaps consider getting off the internet and seeking some professional help. There’s nothing wrong with seeking help with managing your own feelings.
Anybody else feel like their ADHD/ADD/ASD symptoms are becoming more apparent with age?
I feel like I’m realizing how… different I am from other folks more than I did when I was younger.
Regardless of how I try to hide or ignore it.
“I don’t even got a yard, these snaky n- be camouflaged in the carpet/
First they hug yo chest then go behind yo back like a harness.”
He said these lines years ago and as I get older they resonate even more.. holy some of yall is two faced.
I also want to thank all of yall that have been sticking with me, yall are real ones and give me the strength to tackle the things I couldn’t have on my own.
Maturity, I look back at my life how far I’ve come and what I’ve accomplished. I also look at the poor choices I have made in my life. To my friends I am sorry for the person I was and I am growing and maturing into someone that I can be proud of.
Before ya’ll take this and run…I’m not dissing nobody lol just put my stance on beefing in a song. But this is not a diss lol I’m direct when it’s actual disrespect.