Wanda 💋

21 ❣️ she/her ❣️ booktwt ❣️ Second Doctor & Jamie McCrimmon are my daily bread ❣️ Joe Sugden is my salvation ❣️ | 80 / 150 📚 | 🔞 MDNI 🔞

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One year later! #TheLordDidntListen

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thought i was falling in love with frazer hines and had to stop and say the lord's prayer

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@spencerroad2 Hugs right back! 🫂

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Sorry for projecting my negativity out onto Twitter, I do not want to be that person at all! Life is rough. But I'll ride this one out, like I always do. In the moment it just feels endless. Feeling dispassionate and hopeless is the worst thing that happens to me.

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@TheYearIs1970s Pookie makes everything better! 🤗

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I haven't been feeling like myself lately, I get lower by the day and everything feels flat. I know it's the depression coming back, I've been here before, but I don't know how long it'll last and I'm not ready for it 🫠

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@Not_Yall_Lawrie Felt that 💞

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I don't know how I'm gonna get out of this one. My passion and care for everything has gone. I hate who I am like this. It feels endless. Every day is so awful.

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@Not_Yall_Lawrie Thank you 🫂

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the whole world has been reduced to horrors I can't see positives anymore this is all so stupid

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@Not_Yall_Lawrie Just one look at all the terrible things happening everywhere. How much so many people have to suffer.

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why is everything so horrid

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@mbobhftism Thank you 🫂 I just have to ride it out and hope I come out the other side

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Update - everything irritates me and everything I've ever done seems pathetic and I feel worthless with no motivation or care

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I haven't been feeling like myself lately, I get lower by the day and everything feels flat. I know it's the depression coming back, I've been here before, but I don't know how long it'll last and I'm not ready for it 🫠

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@Not_Yall_Lawrie Thank you, you're so kind 🫂

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@spencerroad2 Thank you, that really means a lot to me 🫂

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clinging to my comforts

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On a superficial note the nicotine patches have made my arms FAT which has not helped those comments I got about my body like 2 months ago and still haven't recovered from.

But whatever I'm just hoping I'll come back from all this and be myself again some day soon. I miss her.

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Sorry for using twitter as my journal but I saw this coming because the flashbacks and post-traumatic nightmares have gotten severely worse and there's nothing I can do because it's triggered by where I live which I had no control over and I resent it

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Update - everything irritates me and everything I've ever done seems pathetic and I feel worthless with no motivation or care

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@pastaquincy i am english. that is my crime, it is also my punishment.

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@pastaquincy another day another br*tish allegation ☹️

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@Claudettestea GRRRRRRRRR