I haven’t been sexually attracted to my husband in years.
This is the story of how he became a diapercuck. 😊
I was attracted to him once, we would kiss and dry hump and he even gave me a blowjob while we dated as equals.
But the first time he entered littlespace with me and let his walls down he went from this strong young man to a little boy again and it was at that moment that I realized more than I had before how damaged he was and knew he needed to be sheltered and loved.
I honestly could no longer bring myself to be aroused by him, I saw him as a little kid, his silly ADHD and autistic tendencies became more childish and cute and in my eyes it was wrong to want to be lewd with someone so innocent and sweet… it just felt wrong.
For a while this was damaging to our relationship, he would get frustrated and wonder what was wrong with him but I couldn’t find it in my heart to tell him I wasn’t attracted to him anymore.
Eventually I found in his search history he was looking at chastity cages and while I had known that he was into them we had never explored getting him one he could wear full time so I bought one without his knowledge and kept it hidden as a surprise if he ever came to me on his own with his urges.
Eventually as a result of his frustration I caved and agreed to let him top for the first time, I wasn’t a bottom but he so badly wanted to be intimate with me and since I didn’t find him attractive anymore I figured it would give him the connection he craved so badly.
That night as he stood at the edge of the bed he struggled for 30 minutes trying to get it up, performance anxiety had set in and he was so excited that he was shaking. I grew more and more frustrated and when he failed to even enter me once he finally managed a half chub I stormed over to the closet and grabbed the chastity cage and told him that if he couldn’t use his little penis then I was going to lock it up.
My intention was honestly just to threaten him with it so he would finally get hard but he started crying and flopped back onto the bed in defeat, exhausted from a half hour of shaking and trying to get hard, I locked him up thinking it would just be a few days before we tried again but that night as I was putting on his bedtime diaper he thanked me for taking away his anxiety to perform as locking his peepee took that off the table.
Realizing at that moment, how much he needed to be locked in chastity we began down a path where I would lock him longer and longer before allowing him his little ruined spurts on the changing pad.
Somewhere down the line while living with our first roommates I realized how pent up I was, I hadn’t had sex in a long time myself and came to the realization that I needed a real partner who could satisfy me.
During a mutual masturbation session with my very attractive roommate I was overcome with lust and began to have sex with him while my kid watched. He strained in his cage and whined at me but never once told me to stop. It was as I bred another boy in front of him that his fate was sealed right alongside his chastity cage.
So according to @MistressAva4 Locktober isn’t anything special in this house. No escape, No release - Locked and Padded 24/7 regardless of the month 🥺😢
Might have had a tantrum this morning! Mummy said “Pampers is where that cage will always stay. Your getting what you (and a lot of others) asked for, why are you whining 🤷🏼♀️” - Sore Bum, Thickly Padded and sent to work 😢
I know we have been quiet recently but we were enjoying our Summer. We headed over to Poland but that didn’t mean I was a big boy at any point 🥺 Diapers and Cage mandatory at ALL times! 🥵🔒
The regular morning for a Tigger!
Wake Up -> Morning Pee -> Mummy changing me into a Thick Daytime Diaper 🙈👶🏼…���..Ofcourse I’m still 🔒🥺
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