lol imagine calling someone mentally ill for not wanting to be called slurs and not wanting to have the core of their identity sexualized. this person is a pest and it disgusts me that they have a platform.
i am talentless, everything I work towards fails horribly or falls short of my goals. I fail to complete simple tasks and continuously disappoint my friends and family. I'm an embarrassment to be around. I hate myself and my lack of skills.
Skye 4k on bind for a clutch.
I go to sleep and wake up and go through my day constantly imagining scenarios where I take my own life, I stab myself making breakfast and I crash my car otw to school and I overdose in the school bathroom
but I have to live because I cant let my suicide add to my friends shit
Ive been having to deal with trying to help my friends through some really tough times and of course I'm always happy to be there for them but it's horrible to have to lie and say I've been doing better
I've never wanted to kill myself more in my life but my friends need me here
holy fuck not being conventionally attractive is fucking horrible bro i fucking hate myself so much god forbid i was just born skinny and c1s and soft looking and pretty and not whatever fucking almagamation i am now shit pmo and im still hardstuck diamond hitscan
I spent a stupid amount of time learning stuff to make this but I've never been so inspired to keep creating ever, this is exactly the kind of editing I've always wanted to do and it feels good to realize that I CAN do it