Damian Brimstone

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[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

I need some serious help. I had a wage garnishment out of nowhere and now I cant afford to pay my bills. I need help and I hate myself for asking. But I don't expect something for nothing. I will do short stories or fursona theme songs for donations
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[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

And I'm sick of venting on deaf ears. I need friends. I've been alone most my life. But if no one wants me around. If I don't belong, then I guess I'll go. I'm sorry I bothered people.

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

The more I think about it the better off it seems. I'm thinking I'm going to shut down my Twitter accounts after the holidays. I wanted to make new friends, but it seems I'm out wanted, my existence goes unnoticed and I go mostly ignored.

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

Hey babs, I picked up fallout 76 on xbox one. Looking for friends to play with

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

I dont want to wake up tomorrow. I honestly don't want to see another day. Its obvious I'm a burden, and everyone would be better of if I was gone so why shouldn't I just do the world a favor anyway. Yeah I understand people think they'll miss me, but they gave up on me long ago

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

Thinking I may just.... close down my social media. The point of these is to be social and I'm not. No one wants me around really anyway. I'm whiney, complain too much and just bring everyone down and.... I'm just tired of feeling ignored and lonely....

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

Woo a full day of self loathing and depression. Just how I wanted to spend my day. I shouldn't have even gotten out of bed. I was feeling so good this morning and then it all fell apart. I hate this

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

I hate my metal illnesses. I hate how depression runs people away and makes people not want to interact with me. I hate how something stupid can set me off. I hate my aspergers, I hate my PTSD i hate my abandonment anxiety. I hate all of this

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

Welp that didn't take long. Already depressed today. Woo.

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

@MaxxyRaccoon Fuck is the best fucking word

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

@lildigiousbear Ignore me hon I'm just venting because I feel like shit and I hate being left alone with no communication

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

Guess who's a fuckin wreck again. This guy. Surprise surprise. Not that it really matters anyway. I'll be ignored until I get numb enough to trick myself into feeling ok again

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

Yup. Today's already setting up to be a catastrophe. Why did I even get out of bed.... oh wait. My entire life depends on me working every scheduled work day. Days like this.... I kinda wish I'd never woken up at all....I'm tired of this

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

Currently wishing I had someone close... but you know me, I push everyone away because I'm a depressed piece of shit. Fuck I hate myself why am I fucking like this. Its because of this I cant make friends its because I drive everyone away....

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

I feel like suck utter fucking garbage. I feel like on such a useless stupid piece of shit and I kinda hate myself for even existing at the moment.

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

It's a "sitting in my living room by myself drinking whiskey and wondering why I exist" kind of night. I hate myself

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

Had another nightmare about going back to Walmart. Left me feeling very depressed this morning. Starting to wonder, am I unhappy with this job? I can't exactly afford to be. Because I'd need a job making $17/hr to make nearly what I do now with all this OT

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

I dont know now much more of this I can stand. I go through every day being treated like I'm the biggest fuck up in the world over little mistakes. I try my hardest to do the right things but it's never enough and I'm at the end of my fucking rope

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

@lildigiousbear Framus makes some good instruments. It's got an interesting body shape for sure. I'd probably play the hell out of it

[Damian Brimstone @LittleDevilFox]

I hate being like this. I hate how fragile my state of mind is. I hate how I can go from "I've got this, everything is going to be okay" to "I just wish this could all end because I'm ready to give up" so quickly