Little Miss Yellow

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

I know I'm a failure. You don't have to remind me.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

Wish my life would just fuck off about now.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

Am I that much of a failure that I have to take tablets to make me feel normal? Even then I still feel like crap.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

Hate being miserable. Hate my house. Hate not doing anything for me. Hate me.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

Just looked at my tablets and wanted to take them all in one go #WhyNot

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

Sometimes I think I'd be better of on my own with my beautiful munchkins.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

Sometimes things don't "just work out right". I'm tired of being the one who's constantly stressed, and you making me feel bad about it.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

Keeping secrets.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

I honestly don't know why I bother sometimes. I'm here justifying every penny I spend. You're buying pointless shit.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

Crying.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

They deserve so much better, a mom that can give them so much more love than I can.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

I'm tired of crying. I said that I'd make every effort to be the mum they deserve, but I fuck that up to easy.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

In such a bad place. Dread everyday, especially ones where I have to look after my own children. There, I've said it. I hate myself.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

I have 2 amazing kids that deserve a better mom than me.

[Little Miss Yellow @LittleYellow]

Tonight I feel like the worst mom ever 😔 #havingawankday