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Sometimes i wonder how’s life to those who have a purpose? What is like to have a reason to leave the bed every morning? Im still alive yeah but not because a have something to be alive for, it’s just not an option to die…

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تساؤل يدور ببالي كثير، هل انا اعيش او اتعايش؟

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ما ابي شي بحياتي
انت بس الي ابيه
والله بس الي ابيه

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Honestly? It’s my fault.
It’s always me who have these huge expectations but idk sometimes i just wish for the bare minimum, now it’s nothing at all.

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23 years of living and only having a house, when will i have a home?

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اكثر شيء ممكن يكسر الانسان لما يحسب ان له قدر ومعزه عند اشخاص، بعده ينصفق على وجهه لان بالحقيقه وجوده وعدمه واحد.

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What is the purpose?

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So overwhelmed. Fml

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So tired of trying and keep going, so tired.

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The fact that no one will ever be actually there for you is just sad

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Never thought that a hug would have such an impact on me

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��ا جد ممكن افهم متى بنام؟

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لما تكون مقفله بوجهك لدرجه اقصى شيء تقدر تسويه انك تطالع بالسقف وتسأل السؤال الوصخ المكون من كلمتين

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Bro the final in a couple of hours why can’t i sleep????

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I kept waiting for you to change, for years and years. But will you actually change? Is there any chance for us to actually have a healthy relationship? Who’s the wrong here? Me or you? Or maybe the whole life?

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Never hated myself as i do rn. When will it stop?

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When it comes to you I become the dumbest.

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Is there anyone out there who actually loves their life?

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Why you keep hurting me?

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No matter what i do it just keeps happening, the same cycle over and over and fucking over again. When will it ends?? All i want from this fucking life is to be happy or at least peaceful