in case you havent noticed, im weird. im a weirdo. i don't fit in, and i don't want to fit in. have you ever seen me without this stupid jacket on? that's weird.
underrated aspect of jeaneil is the way jean loathes himself for holding neil down for riko in the nest and thinks it's more proof he's disgusting and beyond saving. meanwhile by the time jean is becoming a trojan neil has thought it through and realized jean was protecting him
eu toda vez que lembro do jean escondendo o pêssego que ganhou no seu armário com medo de que alguém o roubasse e de como ele ficou aliviado depois de encontrá-lo exatamente no mesmo lugar onde o deixou
(…) Neil hadn't even noticed the silence at first, too distracted by his dizzying thoughts. Now he couldn't help but smile and pull Andrew in. This was everything he wanted, everything he needed, and Neil was never letting go.
"lord I'm 500 miles from my home" but it's Neil disassociating in Baltimore while actively being tortured because he'd rather think of his family than be present in this goddamned basement