We hugged first time we meet again after two years and I'm afraid to acknowledge it almost made me falter to cried right there and then. Maybe I let myself too composed when I can asked for a tight hug from my people
We were work underpaid and both sucks in love life. She said she ended her "hts" last year because he wanted to marry other woman and I told her my wound still fresh from last month. Turns out I need to go out more, catch up with the people I trust to feel much lighter
Went to different highschool yet I still hang around her house during weekends. I even visit her dorm in Depok when she was in college. We talked a lot today, laughing by we barely hangout again when her house less than 1km away from mine. Short meetings, but that's what I need
If I was on the news tomorrow the reason is this song killed me right between my forehead with no warning whatsoever as I keep it on a loop
https://t.co/E30zCbvWqk
Whenever I had the thought to keep this job, another reason fall from the sky reminding me that I *need* to let go of this job next month or l need to put a gun inside my mouth