Its not that you don’t care about me that is the thing. Its that you don’t feel that for me. You care about me. And that’s not what I was meaning by that message.
It’s not the same feeling as mine…
Its hard to act like I don’t care when clearly I stil do.
But showing that I care feels like a failure because you so clearly don’t.
And I tell myself it’s fine, but still here I sit and cry because I wish it was different
Yes it hurt when you deleted the account
Yes it hurt when you deleted our playlist
But you left
You gave us up and the fact that you have gone to these lengths to make it so clear
Thank you
You don’t love me like i deserve to be loved anymore
Your secrets will be safe tho dw
Maybe what you said was true
That you can’t love two
Because that is what was right for you
But I hope you finally understand
You were wrong about my love for you
I want you to be happy.
So I will stop fighting now.
I can’t fix us alone.
And you don’t want to.
I give up.
I will never forgive you for deleting our history like that.
That meant something to at least one of us.
But I guess you really closed the door on me.
I wish I had the strength to do that when I was the one to choose between you and him
Because I would have never done that
Today I realized
We both had the option of each other
Yet we turned away, each choosing another.
And maybe that’s why we hold onto the
dream
because in the fantasy
we were everything we needed each other
to be
But in this reality
We both are scared to be
Ig we just grew sideways