loverTHEY_

music lover.
i make audio and visual art
i love cloud rap and experimental shit.

looking into this!

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if you dont like a tweet i made just like this one and ill know youre mad at me

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i hate when the noise stops

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i really have never talked to another person about my feelings i keep everything surface level because i dont want to scare people away

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the thing is a therapist wouldnt help me because i kind of like being a useless waste of space its kind of comforting in a way

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i like just tweeting my thoughts here because it means i can have the thoughts without thinking about them too deeply or acting on them

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i have no confidence to actually pursue what i want and dont even believe myself idk i can never make decisions lmao

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i love having recurring thoughts of transitioning from like age 16 but i just push them deep and ignore them so that its just becoming later and going to do less and im just going to hate myself

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another summer almost done where i did almost nothing i wanted and will go back into the winter months and feel like a worthless robot

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i love wishing i did shit different when i was younger and then not doing anything and then having the same feeling next year and the year after that and you get the idea

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i made this account when i was really emo and actually had thoughts about it but now im just really emo and i ignore all the thoughts so sorry for the lack of tweets

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normal

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i have this thing with my brain where i cant believe anyone is genuinely nice or likes me and instead just pities me and acts nice because im so pathetic

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i used to be in control of my actions but lately i just feel like a machine

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from nothing to something

[dollmaker @lmaobox]

music for the modern commuter

uploaded upon request

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i have so much trouble achieving my goals and each failure makes me want to try even less

[SD2k16 @SMOKEDOPE2016]

12EST. TOMMOROW. #201YFE @LyricaLemonade

[DJ SMOKEY @nukepapi]

Geeked Up Playing Xbox All Day

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#HDOE

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this shit hard

[SD2k16 @SMOKEDOPE2016]

BUFF FT @HACKLEDOWN OUT FRIDAY

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what i been on lately