On my quiet days, I just hope I can accept whatever is happening in my life right now. I’m tired of overthinking, tired of worrying about things beyond my control, tired of fighting battles inside my own mind. I just want to soften, to release the weight I’ve been holding, and find peace in simply being right here, as I am.
NGL , I will cry so hard when i finally make it to where i wanna be in life not even because of the money or the success but because only God knows how much i had to survive in silence to get there.
Unfortunately, I have to admit that I have not done my best. My current situation is a direct consequence of my incompetence. I suck at doing this life thing.
i’m having the most peaceful crashout of my life rn.. like i’m going insane, but also just chilling and vibing. i’m stressed about a bunch of stuff, but at the same time i’m not. i don't know how to explain it..
This is no longer sadness it's progressing into depression because what do you mean whenever you think about your life and your age you start feeling like there's nothing worthwhile to point out 😭
As long as i can hold my sadness , I won’t make it anyone else’s problem. It feel easier to carry it alone than to become a burden in someone else’s life .
nothing hurts more than watching yourself go from a loud, enthusiastic, bubbly person to someone quiet and withdrawn because of everything life and trauma put you through.
Ey guys ubamdala is so uncomfortable sometimes. There's always SOMETHING man and if you do not intentionally create good days for yourself you will drown in misery.
being in a state of melancholy is so weird bc how do I explain that I can laugh and giggle all day but I feel this persistent wave of sadness that lingers through me all the time
I’ve lost parts of myself trying to survive certain phases of my life. Things I used to enjoy don’t feel the same anymore, and the person I used to be feels so far away. But maybe that’s what growth looks like. uncomfortable, unfamiliar, and sometimes lonely.