The way I was raised made me so dependent on my parents that I canβt get rid of them. I have no clear idea on how life works and I feel so so stupid and childish and miserable abt it. I will never be independent in any aspect of my life.
*engaging in a creative activity that i love and enjoy* FUUUUCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!! IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!