But then I got tonsillitis and it was bad, really bad, I was on antibiotics for almost two weeks and they didn't help at first, even rashes appeared on my body, I was ready to say goodbye to everyone but I managed to get better.
Frankly, I think that the whole traditional way of noveling — I have two published novels and multiple others unpublished — is fraught with anxiety and struggles with a narrow window for whatever success looks like nowadays.