Had my adhd video call. Going on Concerta 18mg. Hopefully pick up tomorrow and start Friday.
Got another call with them in just under a month. Have to write down blood pressure etc every week to check it.
But yeah, eek. Excited, nervous and frankly scared a bit.
Wish me luck.
Suicidal thoughts don’t always sound like
“I want to die.”
Sometimes they sound like:
• “I can’t keep doing this.”
• “I don’t want to wake up tomorrow.”
• “I’m tired of being strong.”
• “I feel trapped in my own life.”
• “I don’t belong here.”
• “Everything feels too heavy.”
These aren’t attention seeking thoughts.
They’re pain and it’s unbearable.