Once I'm finished with paying for the house, I can hopefully, finally relax and finish college. I want to be a successful person so I can help others who are suffering as well. I hope I can help others through inspiring them or helping them directly.
What's the point anyway. It's just a repetitive cycle at this point. I wake up I eat I sulk I draw I sulk and sleep. I'm too much a coward to even kill myself properly. I hope I die in my sleep
It's just the beginning of the year but so much shit has already happened. I'm losing my mind, I keep thinking that my friends are leaving me and my family doesn't see the effort I am putting in when it's not true.. well.. hopefully not true.
Damnit I'm useless. Welp I'll be here and on the butterfly app while I'm waiting for the main acc to be un shadowbanned, lemme know if you're a moot so I can follow you!!