⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ

𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗇'𝗍⠀𝗒𝗈𝗎⠀𝗚𝗟𝗔𝗗⠀ 𝗍𝗈 ⠀𝖻𝖾 ⠀
𝗋𝗂𝖽 ⠀𝗈𝖿 ⠀𝗍𝗁𝖾 ⠀𝖲𝖬𝖤𝖫𝖫 .ᐣ ⠀⠀⠀
(⠀𝗇𝗈𝗍⠀ 𝖺𝗍 ⠀𝖺𝗅𝗅 .ᐣ.ᐣ.ᐣ⠀)
𝗇𝗈𝗍⠀ 𝖺𝗍 ⠀𝗮𝗹𝗹 ﹒ ﹒ ﹒

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

⤷ temporary pinned . . .

[𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒. @hopelessseason]

I know I could’ve loved you, but you would not let me.

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

( @M00NDECAY . . . )

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

( Too long. They both need this. )

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

( “Alright,” @Bad_With_Words had said. That's all Ivan needed to hear. )

( He wasted no time in pocketing his phone, slipping his shoes on, snatching his keys off the coffee table, and hurrying out the door. It's just as he said. Of course it is. Andrew cries out, and

&&.

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

( Blinked again, and he was following the path up to the front door. Blinked again. Did he knock already? He isn't sure. He'll knock just once more. Just once, and he'll wait. How long he has waited, just to see him. How long has it been, now, since he's last /seen/ him? )

&&.

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

[ Message read. ]

[Andrew @Bad_With_Words]

Fuck, man. Alright alright I guess u can have you over for a little while…

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

I don't mean to. I'm sorry. It's just been hard. For me, and for you, too. Right? I won't stay long, Andrew. I only want to see you.

[Andrew @Bad_With_Words]

Come on man…

You’re really set on wearing me down huh…

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

I just want to see you.

[Andrew @Bad_With_Words]

… Fuck, dude.

[ᅠᅠ* 𓈒 ᅠᅠ✝︎ᅠᅠᅠᅠ𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓. @4xeangel]

@LURIDSUNDER / Reacted "👎" to your message

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

@4xeangel / Oomf.

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

[ A single voice message. It's six seconds long. His voice is hoarse. ]

I really, really want to see you, Andrew.

[Andrew @Bad_With_Words]

…. What?

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

... Andrew. ;-|

[Andrew @Bad_With_Words]

Yeah well so do the bills haha. Internet won’t pay for itself.

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

You'll make the deadlines, Andrew. You've always been good at that. ;-)

[Andrew @Bad_With_Words]

I… I don’t know man. I’ve got uh… I’ve got some deadlines coming up pretty quick. mid month crunch haha

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

( Still staring down, frown fading. Flat. Numb. )

[ANDREW 💽 (PARODY) @PWNEDev]

...
Ivan..?

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

( Still frowning, Ivan let his head drop. Turned it to the side, staring down at the arm of the couch. He said nothing. )

[ANDREW 💽 (PARODY) @PWNEDev]

I... promise.
I /SWEAR/.

... please dont hurt yourself.

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

I'd like to see you. If that's okay.

[Andrew @Bad_With_Words]

Yeah… I just. I don’t know what else you want me to say, man.

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

It's just so impersonal. You know?

[Andrew @Bad_With_Words]

Yeah. I do

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ 𝕴𝗩𝗔𝗡 .ᐟ.ᐟ @LURIDSUNDER]

Promise me.

[ANDREW 💽 (PARODY) @PWNEDev]

you've been my closest friend for years, Ivan. I cant even imagine a world without you...

[⊹ ࣪ ˖ ɪ'ʟʟ ʙᴇʟɪ❄️ᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ @SN0W_RUN]

who is Charlie and why does his horse hurt my leg