lulu

18 // he/they
depression posting to my audience of.. woah 181 PEOPLE!! (tysm??)
shedtwt (dni if not on shed!!)

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

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✧ hai i'm luca!!
✧ he/they
✧ 18
✧ shedtwt (emphasis on sh)
✧ pro-recovery!!
✧ i promise i'm super friendly i'm just depressed
✧ moot me UP if ur sad i follow back!!
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[lulu @luX2nightfever]

babymetal concert. is this doxxing myself..? mooties come find me?!?!?!

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

i feel so ugly i'm physically sick like i am severely nauseous and dizzy it's so over

[scenker @chibest_up]

me tbh

[$yde! @Bigsydee]

i hate the fact that i require so much reassurance. i hate the fact im such an overthinker. like everything could be going perfectly fine, but theres always a part of me that believes its all a lie

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

tbh i should js jump out of the car in heavy traffic however i don't wanna ruin the concert for my friends

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

abt to slit in the backseat of a car is this a new low..?

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

ok so i left for concert and i forgot my makeup at home i need to slit and die asap i feel so ugly i'm going to be around a crowd looking disgusting it's so over oh my god

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

@nikkyx10 no right whoever said money doesn't buy u happiness is a dumbass like wym.

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

"happiness is the most valuable currency" i am in POVERTY.🫩🫩🫩🫩😪😪🫩🫩😪🫩😪😪

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

@1mS0SN34KY well yes (i wish get to get to ur level soon..)

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

@slotmo_sh i am SO sorry for this transgression unfortunately i can't stop pls forgive me

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

this is what i get for blindly following people back LMAOOOOO

[JΛCΞ @jaceels2]

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

[Roony @Roonysters]

I wish my parents could have added some nepo to the tism they gave me

[Sof111a @the_sof111]

Me siento de la verga, ojalá sea la falta de sueño y no el vacío en el pecho que me persigue desde los 12 años, que me hace sentir que no pertenezco a ningún lugar.

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

anytime i make a mistake i feel like i should be dragged out back and shot like an old dog

[uu @um33m3]

do you think about me as much as i think about you #PleaseSayYes #Please #PLEASE #PLEASEEEEEE

[☁️ ρυρ zᶻ @pupissussed]

ive genuinely just accepted the fact that im unlovable

[lulu @luX2nightfever]

@x394angela ok On my way! dw she'll be done for.

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

sometimes i feel so disgusted with myself it feels like it almost seeps out of my skin & everyone can see how Wrong i am too & i get an intense fear of showing my face anywhere bc it feels i should be locked away

[jme barre sayez @heqvenlii]

i fantasize about someone being here for me and understanding me deeply but i just end up all alone crying on the floor over and over again

[angel @linenbunny]

are you sure you’re not using me for my small tits no ass no job no friends and shit personality???