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[Link @MachineKnight98]

We are just staying close. She doesn't look at me though.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

I don't know what she wants. She doesn't answer when I ask.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

If that is what she wants, I don't mind. But everytime she looks at me in the eyes I feel like she gets hit with sadness.

[Starrybean☆ミ @HikkiBean]

@MachineKnight98 Dont you think shes being too clingy though?

[Link @MachineKnight98]

And yet, it feels like I only make her upset by being around.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

Well, I have. I am feeling better, I am back at my job, I actually talk with my coworkers now, I could even go back living on my own. But she doesn't want me to leave, or stay too long apart.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

Well, I have. I am feeling better, I am back at my job, I actually talk with my coworkers now, I could even go back living on my own. But she doesn't want me to leave, or stay too long apart.

[Chrys @KowoTWithTheT]

@MachineKnight98 Ever stop to think that it'd probably make her the happiest shehas ever been if you started looking out for yourself a bit more?

[Link @MachineKnight98]

For Gabi to be happy.

[Guizis the Flower @LovelyGuizis]

@MachineKnight98 What do you think might be missing?
For things to feel Fully right?

[Link @MachineKnight98]

I feel alive, but things do not feel quite right just yet.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

I feel like I can actually keep going. Things feel clear. I can look forward to the future.

[John Doe @ASauceGuy]

@MachineKnight98 What does that mean to you? To "feel alive" ?

[Link @MachineKnight98]

I never felt more alive.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

I am alive.

[borys1243 @mazurek_borys]

@MachineKnight98 I think she simply enjoys hearing your heartbeat. I guess it, sorta reminds her that you’re still human. Honestly can’t know until you ask-

[Link @MachineKnight98]

It is a little silly, but sometimes she gets so focused. It is almost like she is making sure I am still alive. It does seem to soothe her, though.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

She likes when I hold her close and say absolutely nothing. That is it.

She stays there listening to my heartbeat.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

That sounds scary lol.

[Willow wisp🏳️‍⚧️ @wisp_willow_]

@MachineKnight98 Maybe you can give her a big stuffed animal to cuddle with and put something in it to mimic a heartbeat

[Link @MachineKnight98]

She likes when I hold her close and say absolutely nothing. That is it.

She stays there listening to my heartbeat.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

I wish I could make her happy.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

She hasn't even been looking at the flower aisle lately. I am worried I am doing something wrong.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

I want to make her happy.

[Willow wisp🏳️‍⚧️ @wisp_willow_]

@MachineKnight98 Hey just saying maybe you should focus on yourself instead of JUST her, you can still hangout but maybe don't drop everything to be with her

[Link @MachineKnight98]

Last friday she was particularly upset with me because I called saying that I was going to the bar with my coworkers. I had to end up cancelling but she didn't seem to be happy to be with me either.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

I don't really know, I stay close with her she doesn't seem to be really happy. But if I give her space and stay with other people she also gets upset.

I asked her what is wrong and she kind of just said "I don't know".

[borys1243 @mazurek_borys]

@MachineKnight98 Why do you think you’re making her upset? Did you talk to her about it?

[Link @MachineKnight98]

Im going out for lunch with Gabi. In the place she liked. She kinda has been feeling a little down lately.

I am trying my best to make her feel better but I think I am the thing that is making her upset.

[Link @MachineKnight98]

Cool.