1 time I was abt to perform in Seattle in front of 9k ppl for a headline. I was shaking in fear something could go wrong. I go on stage, the very 1st song - bass was so heavy everything shut off. In that moment I realized The fear prior, felt worse than it actually happening.
no one talks about the loneliness attached to being the “bigger person”. you’re silencing yourself and dismissing your feelings because you don’t want to come across as aggressive for showing basic emotions but swallowing rage will cost you in the end.