then i actually ended things and i was talking to ian, we missed each other so much but he was talking to another person he was interested in and i didn’t really like that, and i was so desperate for someone to love me and i went back to my bf. and i ghosted ian.
98. Metakognisi (rutin evaluasi diri)7. Cognitive reframing (cepat balik pola pikir)
R. Teknik feynman (rajin bagi ilmu)
etorika & komvok (asah cara bicara)
MDy eyes open from an unseemly rest, unveiling of the burdenIrip. Drip. Drip.
keep my eyes on her, hoping to witness a resurrection, a rising just as Lazarus’.
My thesis meeting had gone badly. Not catastrophically, which somehow would have been easier, but in the slow, humiliating way those meetings sometimes did, with my supervisor spending forty minutes asking questions I should have had answers to and circling sentences on a
IH woke up tired honestly, so I thought I could just ask them to let me rest through recreation time.i journal, sorry for my writing, my hands are a bit shaky.